I am 50 #3

I am 50 and at peace with my self. For a long time I have been my worst enemy, not good, pretty or smart enough for others expectations. I have slowly evolved and learned the lovely person within me and that is enough to love me and in turn for others to love the true me. I am ecstatic to discover my old friends in school and look forward to more friends in the future. :) I am energized to learn and to do more , for technology never cease to amaze me. I work as an electrophysiology nurse, the modern day frankenstein laboratory where we induce a lethal cardiac rhythm. We help people prolong their life by implanting pacemakers and defibrillators. We help the young ones by ablating their abnormal cardiac electrical pathway wolff-parkinson-white syndrome. Sudden cardiac death is not a mystery to us anymore, we often see it in our laboratory. Atrial fibrillation and its devastating effects will someday be cured and the heart will return to its normal rhythm. I am part of the health technology boom that prolongs people's lives and improve their lifestyle. If I can make a difference in a person's life then it is worth all this effort. I am at peace with myself that I have given my best to make this a better world no matter how small a contribution it may be. :) .....I remain Cynthia Manongdo Elmido.
BTW.. Julie thank-you for letting me think of what I do in the hospital. :-)